lonely dark angel

I remember
(Aku masih ingat)
That I was your first lover
(Bahwa aku dulunya pecinta pertamamu)
That I am your first lover
(Bahwa sekarang aku pun masih pecinta
pertamamu)
I will be your first lover
(Aku akan tetap menjadi pecinta
pertamamu)
The charm reflects
(Dan pesona itu pun terus terpantulkan)
No matter how long I have stare
(Tak peduli selama apapun kupandang)
That I’m always grateful of
(Dan aku selalu bersyukur)
seeing what can never be seen
(tuk lihat yang tak pernah dapat
dilihat)

So I have beats inside
(Dan aku pun rasakan degup di dalamnya)
That I’ve found most precious chant
(Sebab telah kutemukan syair yang
paling berharga)
Now I’m able to cast song
(Sekarang aku pun mampu suarakan sang
lagu)
Now I’m able to believe
(Sekarang aku pun mampu tuk mempercayai)
Forever I look just on your charity
(Selamanya ku hanya memandang pada
kemurahan hatimu)
that charm you best
(yang paling pesonakanmu)
Even I’m always relieved……
(Bahkan ku selalu merasa lega……)
That I am your lover
(Bahwa aku adalah pecintamu)

I won’t forget
(Aku takkan melupakan)
How beautiful last you were
(Betapa cantiknya dirimu yang dulu)
How I love just like before
(Betapa aku mencintai seperti
sebelumnya)
As I song our best chant
(Seperti jika kunyanyikan syair
terindah kita)
Deep within filled our vows
(Yang jauh di dalamnya terisi janji-
janji kita)
“Forever I wish to be bound”
(“Selamanya aku berharap tuk tetap
terikat)
“Forever I just love
(Selamanya aku hanya mencintai)
the way you look like you are”
(saat di mana kamu terlihat seperti apa
adanya dirimu)

I
I feel like I’ll tell you on
(Aku rasa sepertinya aku akan ungkapkan
padamu)
About being my girlfriend
(Untuk menjadi pacarku)
About going out with you
(Tentang pergi bermesraan denganmu)
Just don’t care of them around
(Biarkan saja mereka yang di sekitar
kita)
Crossing over our dreams, feeling blue
under
(Melintasi mimpi-mimpi kita, rasakan
duka satu sama lain)
the crescent moon
(di bawah bulan sabit itu)
And now I feel like I’m sure
(Dan sekarang aku rasa sepertinya aku
telah yakin)
That I’ll make all come true
(Bahwa aku akan menjadikan semua itu
nyata adanya)

you…did it again
you did my heart
i don’t know how many times
oh you…i don’t know what to say
you’ve made so desperately in love
and now you let me down

you said you’d never lie again
you said this time would be so right
but then i found you were lying there by him side

oh you…you turned my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep
i just can’t reach myself again
oh you, successfully tore my heart
now it’s only pieces
oh nothing left but pieces of you

oh you…frustated me with this love
i’ve been trying to understand
you know i’m trying…i’m trying
oh you…i don’t know what to say
you’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down…

i feel so confuse now
when i feel fall in love to someone
i always scare to love her
because i’m not ready to lose her
for now
when i say that i love her now

all the woman that i always love
is not a woman whom i know for a long time
but usually the woman who come to my life suddenly that i have never known her coming
huh
why?

but when i fell fall in love with the woman that just i know
i can get the other woman quickly
but i have never forget my adoration when i still senior high school
but i think i can forget herself by the time

now i feel fall in love with the woman
who have some special things but it’s strange
why i can fall in love with her
i didn’t know yet until know
maybe because i spent a lot of time together with herself

why i can’t say the 3 pieces of words
that always people said to their fantasy girl
just say ” i love u”

i feel so desperately in love
i dont know how many times i felt the condition like this

i know i can’t make she feel proud of me
but i always try to make she know that i love herself so deep
deep down in my heart

what should i do know?
i’m not dare to say that i love herself
but i’m dare when she leaves me alone for a while

oh my god
give your way to make my way more brightness than my situation now

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