lonely dark angel

when you leave me alone
i feel so lonely
i found emptyness living without you
the day after your gone
feel so boored
my life is back to be suck
i always feel so suck here
i always feel so sorrow to life without you in my side

Now, my wish for you is……..
althought we are apart
althought you leave me so long
i want you never forget me….
i want you to know that i will always waiting for you
althought youre gone is can’t be sure
i waiting for you with all of my wish
i dont mind whatever will you say to me
when you coming back
coming back in my huge

i’m still confuse now
what should i do now?
what should i do to make my life so brightly again
althought you are not in my side
because now i feel
i feel the people so far away from me
i feel so lonely with no friends in my side
the friends whom i can share with them

but i feel a little happy
because i have something that can make my miss for you to be blur
i still have one song that you request before you leave me
and that song is i dont wanna be lonely by bunga citra lestari
i think this song can explain my feelings that i have feel now

oh god
send me your angel
the angel who can accompany me everytime when i feel so lonely
like my lia-chan
the angel who always watchs and guides my way
so i can walking again can step my footstep with fun
it can be sure will make my life so brightly again
like before my lia-chan leave me

sometimes my tears is falling
when i remember about her
when i remember the time when she is always in myside when i need her
now i feel herself is so important for me
i now i can’t life without her
my feelings for her is cannot stop

i dont want to be lonely
i dont want to be crazy without her in my side

i hope when i write this blog
i feel more better
huh

my lia-chan i miss you so much
i wish you were here accompany me again
like the day before
sometimes i can feel you in my side
i dont know why
lia-chan i love you
lia-chan you are my everything

Daimasu Sagara ^^;

When you look like an angel…My Lia-chan
How high would I have to fly
To lose sight of you, so far away?

When you look like an angel…My Lia-chan
If I turn my eyes away, I might feel better.
But I want to always be looking at you from somewhere.

When you look like an angel…My Lia-chan
there’s no way I could forget you.
At my wits’ end, I simply keep staring up at the sky.
It’s almost as if I were like a small bird inside a cage,
Searching for the window, aimlessly wandering around.

When you look like an angel…My Lia-chan
I want to see you right away, because I love you,
Even though I want to run away because I’m scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear away my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.

When you look like an angel… My Lia-chan
Maybe your smile can make everybody who come to you
will make a wish to be your wings
to be someone who is depend on you

I feel so proud to be your wings now
because all of that…
so dont let me down
so dont leave me alone again
so dont make me crying of you
i love you deep down in my heart
i think your smile is hard to be forgotten by me
because your smile make my life so brightly than before

my lia-chan
i want you to know that i love you so muh more than you know
i want you to know that i missing you everyday

Special to My Lia-Chan…..

ketika kau datang
membuat hidupku selalu tenang
rasa sesak yang biasa aku rasakan semua menghilang
hadirmu membuat diriku selalu senang

terimakasih atas semua waktu yang kau berikan kepadaku
terimakasih juga telah memberikanku suatu pengalaman yang indah
di malam itu aku merasa sangat lega
semua perasaanku telah aku ungkapkan padamu
ternyata memang benar perasaan itu harus aku ungkapkan secara langsung
itu bisa membuat diriku merasakan sesuatu yang sangat indah
walopun sebenernya sudah aku ungkapkan dengan perbuatan sayang aku padamu
tapi ternyata kau mengajariku yang terbaik
terima kasih kamu mau mengerti aku dan menerimaku apa adanya
aku sungguh sayang padamu
jangan sampai kau meninggalkan akuw
(walopun ga ketemu 3 minggu jangan lupakan aku ya)

yawda selamat jalan ajah
good luck
semoga sukses
doaku selalu menyertaimu

for my lia-chan
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku sungguh sayang banget ma kamu
terima kasih