lonely dark angel

Even though you should be right by my side, you’re too far away

when i remember when we once together
i never forget the way you look at me
i never forget the way you smile to me
i never forget the way you grab my hand

everything that you give to me is beautiful before you leave me withot an assurance
but i know you
i know why did you doing that to me.

I am sorry
never make you proud of me
never make you full satisfied
I know i have a limited ability to do everything that make you always happy,
but let me to give you something that I always keep
something called “loyalty”

you know why?
although you are always hurt me,
I always love you with all of my whises
because my love for you exceeded anything in this world
nothing in this world can stop my love for you

There are too many feelings I can’t put into word
but i hope you will understand the meaning of my love with all of my do for you till now

you come into my life
make my life brighter
and make my dreams come true
you bring life for everything i do

thats all the reason why i couldn’t stop loving you, although you always hurt my feelings.
make my feeling wounded, wounded because of love.

but i always felt happy and i want to say thanks to you.
Because you taught me about the meaning of the actual love.
You taught me how sweet is the love.
You taught me also how bitter is the love.
thanks
evidently my love to you that was not wrong.

I still was here.
Was waiting for your arrival.
I increasingly liked when waiting for the arrival the person without an assurance.
it will make angered to you.

Like usually I am accompanied by the loneliness.
But your shadow will be never lost.
Until you came back I will try to stay always same like previously when you love me.

thanks
this is my love letter to you
someone that i will always wait
Lia