lonely dark angel

We’ve been through so much together
We’ve been friends for so long now
Never worried about the weather
Always made it through somehow

Now there’s clouds on the horizon
And it’s starting to feel like rain
Now I hope you’re realizin’
I want you back again

So tell me
Are we gonna talk about it
Are we gonna still be friends
coz now i feel you are to faraway

Tell me
You don’t ever have to doubt it
This doesn’t have to be the end
Tell me

Don’t believe the words they’re sayin’
When people talk behind my back
I’m the one who’s always stayin’
True to you and that’s a fact

I want you to know
i still want you back again
eventhough its to hard being fact
i always wish for all of my wishes
i always pray that we can share together
althoug we are just be a friend

Please come here
let me to see you
let me to accompany you
the time when you here
i want to huge you so tigh again

i know now i just can imagine
you are real or just my fantasy
it always be on my heart
i always loving you
for forever
till the end of my life
maybe yes maybe no
you are my everything

I’m glad still connect with you

It’s because I love you so much that I hurt you,
that I’m so confused
Coming close to your cold cheek, my soul was born
I always want to see you right away

I love you so much I can’t speak, so how will you see my kindness?
Hold me tighter, I believe in your warm heart
Farewell, to tomorrow

Because I’m so small,
I give everything, but it’s not enough
This hand, which can’t hide anything at all,
I want to give to you
We still have to see off the white dawn

Why was I able to run across someone this important?
Holding on to these fingers that they almost hurt,
I see the dream that had disappeared into sadness
Farewell

Because I’m no longer alone, tomorrow awakens,
and I’m with you
I want it be realized

Because I have someone whom I love so much
I’m here by your side, protecting you
I’m so glad that I was born on this earth that connects me to you

when i flashback to the past
when i remember the first time you come to my life
when i remember the time that we once together
when i remember the time that we are still can spend the time together
when i remember the time that we are still can laugh together
when i remember the time you sit in myside
when i remember the time you accompany me when i feel lonely
when i remember your smile your laugh your behaviour your emotion
when i remember all about you

i wonder i can disappear today
disappear of this world
to forget all of my memories about you
to forget all of my memories about you that can make me crying out

why…
when i know the feeling about you
why i can’t know the feeling to know you…….
i wish you were here
wish you were here with me at this moment in my side
so i can cry on your shoulders
i can cry on your shoulder while i huge you
so i can make my feeling for you satisfied
satisfied because i could say all of my feelings to you
it will make myself enjoy
maybe yes maybe no…….

i feel so confuse today
confuse because of you
you are the girl who had been loved by me…

but now i just can see you like the other women
like the other wowan who easy to forget something
like the other woman who have someone else to be their boyfriend

i know my feelings to you is true
but you make my feelings false
but i cannot lie to myself
i still loving you although it was like a little piece of sugar
that buried deep down in my heart

but i know by the time
i can make my feeling for you little faded
although I can’t say for sure
how long time I can make my love to you faded
because I fell so meaningless wothout you in my life

i know i feel so guilty
i feel so guilty to you because i crying
something that you are not like in my self
and the someone make me crying out is you

i wonder how far to go
simply know you
simply to loss you too
all the things that I can remember about you
is always simply
although my love to you is not a simple but complex
huh

i still wonder
if you were not leave me alone for 2 weeks
i still wonder
if there are no people from your past
but the life must go on
and i must consistent with my feeling
with my feelings to you
I know I’m stupid
Loved some one who never love me….
But I felt so happy with all of that
I know just with this way I can remember you

I always try to know you
But you never try to know me
I always feel so wounded
Wounded by your love

Whatever you say
i love you very much
i love you with all of my heart
i love you more than people knows
i love you
sorry my love to you is so long if i explain to you
althought you are always hurt me

thanks lia
thanks to accept me in every condition
thanks to accept me to be your friend
althougt i always disturbed you
i pray of you
i pray of you that you have a man
have a man who always care of you
not like me……….
the man who always make you angry
the man who always make you borried

okay lia
this is my heart’s say to you
i know it was strange but….
i feel so fun
when i could say all of my feelings for you
so our problem is cleared

and you are now my friend I hope we can to be a bestfriend
so I still can see you
I can see your smile
I can see your behaviour that always make me smile

thanks
to listen me
sorry
my message is too long
because i just want to explain the truth
to tell you about all
i feel so happy if you are not leave me alone again like before

thanks lia
thanks soo much
i dont want to lost you again
althougt you are not mine now

Just this one day
i felt like i was the happier people
in this world

Just this one day
i felt like i was with my true love
for this long time being separated

just this one day
i really knew she was really my love
Now i really know that she is my really
most beloved girlfriens

she became someone who can make my life
brighter
she became someone who can make my
dreams come true

when i wish for a wish
i know my wish for her is true
although sometimes she is always ignore
and underestimate me…….
i really know she is always watching
over me
maybe yes maybe no

please….
don’t go again
don’t let me down again
i always wish you were here with me

the next tomorrow
the next four season
let all us begin
to have everlasting memories
as my girlfriend