The Day when I Lost One of My Memory About Her. .(again and again ..)
today,, maybe this is one of part of my poor destiny. ..
the God’s plan,, there is no human in this entire world can know it before. ..
the God’s part has already start. .. and unstopable ..!!
I’m the man who choosen to accomplish that God’s plan. ..
the plan that disposed me to forget continually love her with all of my heart.. that one sidedly passive love..
for more than a one years,, I’ve been loving one girl. .. the short black haired cute girl,, maybe the cutest girl I’ve ever seen.. hehe.. it’s too hiperbolic, isn’t it??
but,, I can say like that because,, She has the pure smile,, like the angel’s smile ..
I regard her as a night’s fallen angel. .. so I give my best respect to her..
I feel that I always owe to her when she start smiling at me. .. because her smile as usual can blast all the hesitancy mist that always covered my heart. ..
Her smile is light in darkness spot of my heart ..
Maybe,, the smile that can make my life brighter continually till now.. .
Her smile is the worthiest miracle that God give to me.. . I feel so glad and proud of that smile,, thanks God..
give that miracle to human like me.. . just little brat who have no courage get closer to the girl whom he love so much ..
today I’ve lost her photos ,, the photo that contain a sweet memory,, the memory about the first time when I love her. .. in that day,, in that place.. in that event. .. maybe the worthiest memory that I’ve ever have together with her. .. wew,, it’s pathetic when I can defend that memory. .. T-T
but it was okay for me, ,,
as long as her smile still around. .. I still have a power to facing my poor destiny,,
I’m ready to lose anything but her smile.. please..!! T-T
her smile is like a ultimate weapon that I still have to defeat the ultimate boss in final last stage. . ^-^
just my one last wish I want to be granted. ..
Hold my princess’s smile to last longer..!!
-demasu ..
