“Irreplaceable” - The Ending of My Sorrowful Chapter. ..

like my friend’s said bout irreplaceable. ..
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“Irreplaceable” is something or someone that even heart is unable to throw away the memories of them.
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“Irreplaceable” is something or someone that we always regret when we recollected. The typical past memories that cannot be compared with other best memories. Even if it or he/she is the saddest past we had, another part of our heart will still accept it/he/she as fully as it/he/she is…
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“Irreplaceable”, word that feels the most painful when it comes as lateness, as we lose the things/ones irreplaceable.
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“Irreplaceable”, word that becomes close friend of words “if only” and “past dreams”.
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“Irreplaceable”, a word that is dedicated by the most loyal lover to the one he/she loves with the full heart.
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“Irreplaceable”, an incurable poison for the one that treasure his/her late most precious persons in life.
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“Irreplaceable”……, a word that keeps my room empty… A word that keeps just one door existing to enter my most wonderful dream room. A word…that keeps me frozen, as a sleeping prince that matches just with one knight girl to give kiss of resurrection.
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“Irreplaceable”…, I want to save my message to you… That I won’t use “still” in my sentence. That she is…a girl that has no flaw. That she is the most holiest girl in my life history… That she is ever irreplaceable…in my entire romance……
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The word “irreplaceable” maybe something that showed me,, how selfish is myself when lock my own heart with just one and only key. ..
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the key that can break my locked heart is just her smile..
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when i’m loving her,, i always ignore the another key to break my locked heart. but actually,, there are too many kind girl around me..
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i have an eyes, but it’s look like i make it blind when i see the other girl’s smile..
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I’ve been waiting for the day when she unlocked my locked heart, with her own key,,
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but it’ll be the day that never comes, because now she have another men’s heart that waiting to get unlocked by her key..
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so, when the day i losing her smile, so does my heart that lose the one and only key,,
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till now my heart is not unlocked yet,,
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today, i’ve must learn how to break my locked heart.. by myself,, or maybe..
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i’m waiting for someone,, that looks like her,, someone who have a angel’s smile,, as beautiful as her smile.
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and will be my secondary key,, the key that i can depend on to break my locked heart, and forgetting her existence…
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the one thing that must be my top priority now is,,
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“loving someone, and forget her”
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i hope it will bring a good influence for my next chapter. ..
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my life must go on..
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i can’t hold myself again, if i still stuck like this,, and there is no progress..
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just one word i’ve must say now to defend my existence,, “next..! let’s get going to search another angel’s smile..
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- demasu

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